I still love you, Momma (Sep 19, 2015)

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I try so hard and do so much
yet you belittle and disrespect me.
I care for and defend you
but you're blinded and you don't see.
I love you but you hate me
and I don't understand why.
All I wanted was your love
but all I get from you is a lie.
Remember when I was young and you said
That you just wanted me to smile?
Well now that I am older
I see it was all just guile.
You guilt me in to caring for you
no matter how much you push me around.
It's never enough for you
you have to break me down.
When is enough enough?
When will you see what you have done?
It feels like you want me dead,
Well guess what, you've won.
I am dead inside
but remember this is true
you may have beaten me
but Momma I still love you.

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