Shut Off The Light (Sep 18, 2015)

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shut off the light
go to bed
lie down
rest your head
sleep it off
what was said
nothing left
blood is shed
moon is bright
colored red
shining down
full of dread
life sinking
pain has spread
wont be long
and you'll be dead

It's all in my head!!!!!!!

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